Am I Cruel

He reached for me
I stood perfectly still
He kissed me
I did not show my feelings

He held me in his arms
Those arms that I dreamed of
He pulled me close
I did not show my feelings

He crushed my lips
Memories flowed into my mind
Love rose again
I did not show my feelings

He tilted my head
I closed my eyes
Longings filled my soul
I did not show my feelings

His lips touched my neck
Cravings fill my heart
Desires surfaced
I did not show my feelings

He looked into my eyes
Sadness filled his
My heart broke into a million pieces
I did not show my feelings

He walked away
He did not look back
I wanted to cry out to him
Finally I showed my feelings